I wanted more than you were willing to offer
You’ve proven my fears to be correct
I can only thank you for your honesty even though my pride was the payment
I shed tears that night…our last call
I was angry for allowing myself to be vulnerable again- open to someone who had no intentions of loving me
One day I won’t be a thought. The moments we shared will disappear from your memory with time and separation.
Finalizing the end of it all
I just want to be adored. It seems my whole life I’ve been trying to find that missing piece saying the statement over and over again.
I just want to be adored
Though violent words were thrown at me like punches, heartbreaks to heartaches,
the fact remains- I just want to be adored
You are the epitome of beauty
Your eyes, your smile…
I’m in awe of you. Heaven is your name.
I’ve never chose myself. I didn’t think I was worth choosing. Now I know better and I’ve never felt joy like this.
I wanted so badly to heal you of your brokenness that I was willing to tear my heart in pieces to make yours complete
I accepted less than my worth to build your confidence
I hid my face from the sunlight so that you would feel all its warmth and beauty
I’ve learned that true love will never require you to destroy yourself
Last night I fell asleep in your arms wishing that the love was mutual
Until it is, I will continue to bury my fears in your embrace…
Maybe over time you’ll remove the fear guarding your chest cavity then I can prove how deep my love could penetrate the confines of your heart.
It’s sad that I’m realizing no matter what I give, I’m still no competition for time. No comparison to the past. In your eyes, I can’t measure up to it.
With my love, I could fill the voids. Respect your sanctuary, your sanctity your mind.
You’ve written letters to the one you thought you would spend eternity with, conversation whispered at night, empty words combined with intentionally unkept promises.
Let me show you something different. Let me give you peace and comfort. Let me give you commitment and confidence.
To be vulnerable is a gift, to love is to sacrifice and that’s all I want you to experience…